It's been a while.
I know I've been silent for some time, and the reason is something I cannot explain.
Sometimes, I think you take a wrong turn and end up in a place where you don't belong. The funny thing is that it isn't even your choice. It's as if life has already decided everything for you—where you are now, where you'll be tomorrow, and where you'll end up after that.
At times, I feel that everything is already decided.
I am just a leaf, and life is the wind carrying me wherever it wants. It's simply like that.
Sometimes I wonder: is it just me, or does everybody feel this way?
Because when I look around, it seems that some people are the ones in control of their lives. I don't know if that's true. All I know is that I am not one of them.
I am just a leaf floating in the wind of life.
And sometimes, that wind takes me to places where I feel I never belonged. At the same time, it keeps me far away from the places where I think I should be.
It's hard to know what the right place is and what the wrong place is.
Because often it feels like I am not the one making the decisions. It feels like the wind decides for me.
I hope all of you are where you thought you would be. I wonder what that feeling is like.
I hope it feels nice.